Greetings again Bloggie!

Yeah i juz came back with mr NG ...Yeah we talked bout lotsa things n hes pretty excited bout the new job that he got...kudos gd man! haha ! yeah ! n yeah its been quite long time since i "CLUBBED" n never would i, n juz now we made a pac..no more bclubs ever...if we meet..its gonna be for either kopi, or pool, or shopping! haha ! I been a bit more pious for now...any religious chics out there? hehe

Yesterday i was out with Azfar, met his fren Ganesh..and he wanted to meet some "girl" outside Devils Bar... n im in my slippers..so yeah..slamat...or else i'd b clubbin? haha that girl oso not bad lah...but once a kaki clubbing always a kaki clubbin..as for me, never would i date or be in a relationship with a person whom clubs... i wished they will all change over into a new leaf..Just like me? HAHA!

Yeah 1 week plus since i been single n loving it! and at this point of time.. i known 2 girls.. thanks to mama! ....

1.Yani(MAR);-

Very very down down to earth, pious but not tudong , quite unsociable n yeah shes playing hard to get! Bleargh! But not bad, shes a full time tuition teacher at bradell or sumthin.n listens only to RIA! n yeah she went to siti nurhaliza concert...HAHA been quite awhile since i actually called her. Dont give a hell!

2.Shimah

Yeah. She also quite kecohrable, a sip of typical minah, quite sociable, working at SATS (minah airport), still donno her that close yet but yeah we can work things out.

Hah! whose next in my list?

My pool skills is getting better n better,but there will always be room for improvements!

Heh i got nothing to do at office today so i jotted down Raghav - No,No lyrics... love the overall beats of this song!combination of Bhangra n Hip Hop beats... coolness!

Raghav - No,No

No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
So today before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth

So please say...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

We used to spend our nights just dreaming alone
I guess that those days are gone
And I've forever lost you
I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you

So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth

So please say...
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

Is akhiri raat mat rulana sanam
Ek pyar ka rag gungunana sanam
Is akhiri raat
Ek pyar ka rag
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka rag
Mere jann
Ohhhhhhh!...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

greetings again bloggies....

Alls good... Juz came back 2 hours ago...All the chat with teckie got into my mind like 101%,, the pool was nice, the songs nice but ima sick n tired of hip hop! wahahah!

.I think i should rellie jot this down? Its a surprise that sum1s callin me immatured..when she, the older one is totally immatured... if she wanna talk about whose being more matured n whose not...how come could she broke off with her ex n for what reasons? +hint+ +hint+ n in that way are u more matured?...wanna talk bout smooching..haha..accsuing me of being a single clapping hand? u being forced to be smooching with me? khrekhre...n its a pity that she ."the matured one" always needs me,"the immatured one" to report strength..rimas arh step mother mother mau control... well cant believe it! juz bcoz i cant go out with her...she came out with sum1 else? haha now look whose much more immatured...thank god im not even hurt abit....

juz now i re enabled my mms...kinda cool lah.. n i noticed..............who the hell is flooding her bloggies with stupid msg?No comments

Greetings again Bloggie!

Yeah wassup... Still confused and amazed bout what happened yesterday. Saw HER with sum1 ... But I noe it was not her fault..its me...so yeah i let her go... i dont want to let her lie to me and yeah..VICE VERSA. I knew all along she still keeps in touch with her ex.. n i dont give a hell. Coz thru this while since last week, im playing the same game, she can do it, i can do it..haha! So what goes around comes around! Even if u meet me outside nurul.. dont even think of talking to me! dont give a hell!

Since last week, i gotta noe this gerl...prefer to call her "MAR"....kinda pious.... chemistry is there between us...n yeah ..my type...not to the extend yet whereby ima get it into serious ship or sumthin....whatever happens ,happens.

Been playin pool too much lately too...but yeah! f it...time for maghrib

[50 Cent]Ya, let's take em backUh huh
Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girlConfusion occurs comin up in the cold worldDaddy ain't around probably out commitin feloniesMy favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melodyI wanna live good, so should I sell dope for a fo-finger ringMoney and them gold ropes Santa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dopeTossed and turned in my sleep at night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bikeDifferent day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hoodI'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could
[Chorus (50 then Game):]Hate it or love it the underdog's on topAnd I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop
Go head' envy meI'm raps MVPAnd I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me
Hate it or love it the underdog's on topAnd I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop
Go head' envy meI'm raps MVPAnd I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me
[Game]On the grill of my lowriderGuns on both sides right above the gold wiresI'll fo-five emKill a nigga on my song but really do itThats the true meaning of a ~ghostwriter~10 g'z will take ya daughter out of Air ForcesBelieve you me homie i know all bout lossesI'm from Compton where the wrong colors be cautiousOne phone call will have ya body dumped in MarcyI stay strapped like car seatsBeen bangin since my lil nigga Rob got killed for his Barkley'sThat's 10 years I told Pooh in 95' I'd kill you if you try me for my Air Max 95sTold Banks when i met him imma ride And if I gotta die rather homicide I ain't have 50 Cent when my Grandmomma diedNow i'm goin back to Cali with my Jacob onSee how time fly?
[Chorus - 50 Cent]Hate it or love it the underdog's on topAnd I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop
From the beginnin to the endLosers lose, winners winThis is real we ain't got to pretendThe cold world that we inIs full of pressure and painEnough of me nigga now listen to Game
[Game]Used to see 5-0 throw the crack by the benchNow i'm fuckin with ~5-0~ it's all startin to make ~sense~My moms happy she ain't gotta pay the rentAnd she got a red bow on that brand new BenzWaitin on Sha Money to land sittin in the RangeThinkin how they spend 30 million dollars on airplanesWhen there's kids starvinPac is gone and Brendas still throwin babies in the garbageI wanna know what's goin on like i hear MarvinNo school books they use that wood to build coffinsWhenever I'm in the booth and i get exhausted I think what if Marie Banker got that abortionI love ya Ma'
[Chorus]Hate it or love it the underdog's on topAnd I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop
[Chorus]Hate it or love it the underdog's on topAnd I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop

Yeah greetings again bloggie
Its been awhile so where should i begin. My brain is all filled up with anger, hate, dissapointment, lost. And other negativity thats fills within myself.
Its a sudden quietness in me that i went through. I cant remember when it happened, it swept me like the wind blowing across the the fields , blowing all the dead leaves.
No tunes from a harp, no beats from the drums, it seems so quiet.
I dont know why.
I tried swimming deeper into my heart, trying to find the cause of it all. But
To no avail

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find youTell you I need youTell you I set you apartTell me your secretsAnd ask me your questionsOh let's go back to the startRunning in circlesComing up tailsHeads on a silence apartNobody said it was easyIt's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be this hardOh take me back to the startI was just guessingAt numbers and figuresPulling your puzzles apartQuestions of scienceScience and progressDo not speak as loud as my heartTell me you love meCome back and haunt meOh and I rush to the startRunning in circlesChasing our tailsComing back as we areNobody said it was easyOh it's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be so hardI'm going back to the start

Greetings again dear bloggie!

Its like another 4 days and i'll be going to umrah. A 9 day trip which would be quite holy and unforgettable for myself and mum n dad. And leaving my LOVED one behind. And i had been talking to my dearies of 5 days about this. We will be like missing each other so much for sure. Its like our 5 days together had been good and i want it to be like that. Tomorrow she'd be at my place helpin my mum up with preparing some dishes for those who are visiting. All is good . My parents had accepted her as my girl and i guess its a good thing huh? I wonder its like i'd been thinking of sum1 whod be in my life n lead me after the umrah trip, and yeah , its like god sent her to be with me.HAHA. and i still think that when im with her, im living in a fairytale. I wonder. HMMM.. well i guess thats all. I'm lost for words..I'd better be calling her now!


I LOVE U DEAR! and that song down there will always remind me of u!